Smell

Look.  I know human beings are special.  I know that they think rather than feel.  I just got done with an exchange on Docudharma that was especially frustrating.

But there is feeling, and then there is what’s obvious.  It’s time to start choosing sides, folks.

And I say this for any number of reasons, but it’s in the air.  Can’t you smell it?

I don’t know the far flung future.  But I know what’s coming.  Not Exactly.  I can smell it.  Can’t you smell it?  If you can’t, what’s wrong with you?

I am a logician .. I am an atheist, but I can still SMELL.  I don’t need God or the Universe or the Dali Lama to tell me that humans are not only irrational but bent on their own doom.

Are you a hater?  Then your place is with THEM.  Otherwise, your place is with US.

Feel.  Open your mind, open your heart, feel the world around you.  It is the Afternoon of the World, the World is saying The Hour Is Late.

The Hour Is Late.  The sides are chosen.  These are interesting times.  Apotheosis is coming.  The Dark Man is here, or at least the Hour of His Coming is Approaching.

There was a storm.  A storm that shattered all our windows, in Denver Colorado.  A storm where the hailstones where as big around as my head, uncaring of gravity, shattering down, destroying, blowing shit up.  We hid under the desk, and were exhilarated.

The world of BOOM

And, yes, I’m hungry.  I’m waiting.  Can’t you smell it?  Again, what’s wrong with you?  I’m not supposed to be able to smell this in advance of you folks?  You religious folks?

Where are your senses?  Your vaunted senses?  Is the claim not that you can discern the face of God, while we cannot?

This world is in disrepair.  It is falling apart.  In the words of Yeats, Things fall apart, the center cannot hold.

What do you choose to do with your time?  The time you have left?

Me, for the last five years or so, I have chosen to try to understand the world of machines.  The world of keeping the lights on.  The world of creating a solar power station out of twigs and mirrors.

I have had my hand in other worlds, too.  I have felt the boom of a 9 millimeter pistol.  Yesterday.

I am depressed, but I am as creature of chaos.  I wait for change.  I sniff and wait for a breath, a breath, for the breeze to BLOW.  A hint.  A sign.  I wait for a sign.  It is close, now.  So close.

We wait.  And we are antsy.  We want CHANGE.  We want the wind to BLOW.  We don’t care if things are in disrepair, because the asteroids hold riches beyond the wildest human imagination.  Your negativity, your depression, is neither wanted, nor applicable.  We are eternal.  The spirit of human expansion, ingenuity and drive, is eternal.

And so we wait.  For a sign.  Not a sign from the world.  A sign from other humans.  A sign that we finally, at last, understand that we are brothers and sisters.  That humans are Okay.  A sign that humans understand.  One fist held in another.  We’re the SAME .. eternal.  Unwanted, but applicable.

The Dark One is here.  Chaos approacheth.  Do you care?  Is it right?  Most important of all to me, will you keep me company through it?  Is it acceptable that I want you to be able to have a hot shower?  Or is that too much?  Is all we have left the way of the cave man?

Surely some revelation is at hand;

Surely the Second Coming is at hand.

The Second Coming! Hardly are those words out

When a vast image out of Spiritus Mundi

Troubles my sight: somewhere in sands of the desert

A shape with lion body and the head of a man,

A gaze blank and pitiless as the sun,

Is moving its slow thighs, while all about it

Reel shadows of the indignant desert birds.

The darkness drops again; but now I know

That twenty centuries of stony sleep

Were vexed to nightmare by a rocking cradle,

And what rough beast, its hour come round at last,

Slouches towards Bethlehem to be born?

A storm is coming.

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  1. Man, as I believe, has struggled for tens of thousands of years against all odds just to get a foothold. Our overconfidence that we are “home free” when we’ve but taken “step one” is zoopathology, a crushing suffocation of survival instinct based upon the reckless fantasy that man is the measure of all things. It is the Apollonian Dream World gone mad: The inert, but seductive statue of The Discus Thrower who makes dreams out of stone but whose shadow blocks the sun from the flowering plants.

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    • banger on March 4, 2010 at 17:06

    Our problem is that because society is complex and our education has tended to weaken rather than strengthen us we are naturally confused. It was the intention of the system to weaken us and make us prey to propaganda and public relations. Confuse people and they are vulnerable to wanting relief from confusion. Either in a semi-permanent way (fundamentalism) or for a few hours at a time here and there (drugs and “entertainments”). That’s really it.

    Our task is to get back to essentials and find out who we are — not from some search through books but through listening when our minds are silent. Just who is observing this? What is essential. From that POV we can begin to grasp things because we will know who we are without needing to be told by others. Then we can investigate the world as it is rather than be caught in the cross-currents of the info-wars that permeate our public life.

    I think we are in good shape. We are becoming disillusioned with the propaganda we are fed in the MSM. We know they are lying now. We know we have no Republic and no rights other than what the government gives us (and can take away any time). So we note the lay of the land and continue our journey without the baggage of the bullshit vendors to encumber us. We also have to stop despairing — we are fortunate to be able to see the lies. Let’s mourn and tear our shirts and our hair and then move on.

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