My 9/11 diary

(cross posted from daily Kos)

It’s the anniversary. I was there, in the building.  More below.

I’m a victim of 9/11.  I was in the building when the plane hit.

Compared to some people, I was lucky: I wasn’t injured.  I kept my job.  I got home easily.  But compared to the vast majority of Americans, I am a victim.  I had glass in my hair. I lost a year’s work, and some irreplaceable items.  My family went crazy for a while.  My kid had nightmares.  You explain to a 5 year old why (in his words) “They crashed into the building on purpose?” or reply to “I thought pilots were good people”.

But I am a victim another way.

I share part of this other victimhood with all Americans.  I am a victim, not of terror, but of the so-called `war on terror’.  I am a victim of a government that is out-of-control.  I am a victim of crushing national debt.  I am a victim because I live in a country that went from having the sympathy of the world to one that is a pariah, an outcast among nations, a rogue state.  I am a victim because I now have to `watch what I say’.  I am a victim because my rights are violated, not by some nebulous and inimical group of terrorists, but by my own government.

They do not speak for me

But in another way, I do not share this other victimhood.  My victimhood is being abused.

I have watched for years as my government – our government – has whittled away my rights, stolen my freedoms, and wrecked the constitution in the name of a false security.  I have watched and watched and watched, as they have used my name – my victimhood – to make me a victim once again.

They do not speak for me

So, I will post this diary, and I will take action.  I will volunteer.  I will give money.  I will make a difference.  This is MY country, this is MY victimhood, and I will not have it abused.  I am no martyr; I have no death wish; I hope that no terrorist ever strikes anywhere again.  But the founders of this country knew what they were doing. They wanted freedom.  They DEMANDED freedom.  They put their lives, their fortunes and their sacred honor on the line to win freedom.  And now it is reduced to this.

But it is worse even than this; it would be one thing to pay too heavy a price to increase our safety.  But we have paid the price for nothing.  We have arrested thousands of people, and let them go.  We have spied on our own citizens, and found out nothing.  We have allied ourselves with torturers, and yet, we are not safe.  Indeed, by making our enemies unite, we have made ourselves weaker, and our enemies stronger.

This victim demands an end to the ‘war on terror’ that is really a war on America.  Impeach the president

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  1. and pf8 seemed to like it…Anniversaries are days we tend to look back. But today, while I reflect, I am also committing to looking forward.  To change.  9/11/07 could change ‘everything’, too.  All it wants is a catalyst.

    i also said something like ‘9/11 changed people’s emotions, and the opportunistic took advantage, and changed ‘everything’ else.’

    it’s time ‘we, the people’, not ‘we, the victims’ started steering that change.  because change is inevitable, but the direction, scope, and outcomes arent.  we can still control that.

  2. I read your stuff all the time but somehow I missed that.

    • plf515 on September 13, 2007 at 03:30
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    this was a big hit over at big Orange.  It will interesting to see how this blog evolves, what is popular here vs. there, and so on.

    • sharon on September 13, 2007 at 03:48

    but i included this diary in the package i left behind for jerry nadler after our impeachment meeting.  he also told me that day that he reads dkos so chances are he saw it on the rec list too.

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