Friday Philosophy: Freedom of Choice

A question was asked this morning.  “What am I reading?”  Because of my poor eyesight, the current answer is all too often, “Not much.”

But I’ve had a burr under my saddle for about 10 days and I decided to remedy that.

It all started with NLinStPaul‘s essay, Right Brain Consciousness about Dr. Jill Bolte Taylor.   Well, I’m as much a brain geek as the next layperson, so I was interested.  I made the following comment last week:

What of someone who habitually combines what are traditionally thought of left-brain and right-brain activity?  And what of the place of cross-fertilization?

From wikipedia:

The corpus callosum is a structure of the mammalian brain in the longitudinal fissure that connects the left and right cerebral hemispheres. It is the largest white matter structure in the brain, consisting of 200-250 million contralateral axonal projections. It is a wide, flat bundle of axons beneath the cortex. Much of the inter-hemispheric communication in the brain is conducted across the corpus callosum.



Of much more substantial popular impact was a 1982 Science article claiming to be the first report of a reliable sex difference in human brain morphology, and arguing for relevance to cognitive gender differences.

Oh, really?  My interest is piqued.

Aside:  A well-known writing trick to fill out an essay is to quote yourself extensively.

So at that time I did a little light reading about the following report:

    de Lacoste-Utamsing, C., Holloway, R. L. “Sexual dimorphism in the human corpus callosum.” Science, 216, 1431-1432, 1982.

It’s about difference in the size of the corpus callosum for men and women.  Women’s tend to be bigger.  Particularly the splenium, it seems.  The hypothalamus was involved, I discovered.  That fired a neuron and the next thing you know, I’m actually reading that paper I was supposed to read in 1995:  

Basically, it’s a very small-sized sample report of measurements of the central part of the bed nucleus of the stria terminalis (BSTc) part of the hypothalamus.  The report states that the size of the BSTc in the brains of deceased male-to-female transsexuals is roughly the same as that of non-transsexual women.  The BSTc in men (whether gay or straight, where they are roughly the same) is much larger.

There is debate about whether hormone usage can change the size of the BSTc, a question of cause and effect.

That’s where I signed off on the argument back in 1995.  In my mind we had pretty much been losing sight of our humanity.  I am more than a smudge on a cat scan of my hypothalamus.

I am a human being with free will.

I should have the choice of which hormone courses through my body.

If you think you believe in free choice, try this one on for size.

Unfortunately, I suppose that might make me a drug addict in the eyes of some.  The truth is that estrogen makes me feel better about myself.  It allows me to be more open.  And I can’t see why that is a bad thing.  

I’m sure there is continued debate about those findings.  Like here.  But I left that building to turn to the larger picture.  None of that is going to change public perception of transsexual people in general and transsexual women in particular.  Knowing the exact cause of why she is a transsexual woman is not going to protect her from being beaten by some guy she happens to have come to the attention of.  And it’s not going to convince her employer (or any possible other ones) that she should have a chance to show she can still perform her job.  And it’s not going to convince people that treating her as a pariah in the community at large (when she’s not being beaten or threatened, you know) is not a good moral position.

Those things take a PR campaign the likes of which I’ll never see in my life time.  Given my apparently strong ability to minimize my audience, I often have felt like the best I’ve been doing is like standing on the deck of a boat, blowing at the sail.

Next week is Out and Proud Week at Bloomfield College.  There will probably not be much participation, but we plan the festivities anyway.  Monday night there is a dinner.  So far we have confirmed that two of us will be there.  And Debbie’s pissed that she’s in charge of ordering food.  Tuesday has a film and discussion with the college’s chaplain, All God’s Children.  Wednesday brings a film series in the film room of the library.

Both my Moms’ Names are Judy  

Coming Out Under Fire

We Are Dad

Flag Wars

Freedom to Marry

Georgie Girl

Straight Acting

I Can’t Believe I Married a Lesbian

Hedwig and the Angry Inch

Mind if I call You “Sir?”

Red Rain

I should probably drop by from time to time to facilitate a bit of discussion.  I tend not to do that as much as I should.

My personal effort is going to be something called (maybe) 6 minutes.  I’m going to highlight some youtube videos on a series of webpages.  We’ll try to get the URL to everyone, which usually results in people expressing their offense at being a recipient of something so nasty.  Or, you know, they could have spent the 6 minutes experiencing what is offered with an opened mind.

standing on the deck of a boat, blowing at the sail

And I suppose I may reserve Thursday’s slot for myself.  Sure, there’s an open mike at 8 pm and I’ll show up to read a poem or three.  And there will be a political discussion at noon about the candidates and GLBT issues, but the only real forums I have to my local community, this campus, will be to snatch a piece of this and write something for the Labor Room, an e-zine which I need to create by May 1 for Women’s Studies.  So far I have 8 submissions.

Maybe I can get a few more colleagues/coworkers to stop referring to me with pronouns used for the people on testosterone and use the ones that refer to the people on estrogen.


Becalmed

Breathing

A few people

standing on the deck

of this boat

blowing at the sail

will not move it

Newton ensured that

We’ll always have that

equal

and opposite

reaction

Moving this boat

will require

the collective breath

of millions

who are not on it

–Robyn Elaine Serven

–April 4, 2008

Friday Philosophy: A fair game on a level field

A question was asked this morning.  “What am I reading?”  Because of my poor eyesight, the current answer is all too often, “Not much.”

But I’ve had a burr under my saddle for about 10 days and I decided to remedy that.

It all started with NLinStPaul‘s essay, Right Brain Consciousness about Dr. Jill Bolte Taylor.   Well, I’m as much a brain geek as the next layperson, so I was interested.  I made the following comment last week:

What of someone who habitually combines what are traditionally thought of left-brain and right-brain activity?  And what of the place of cross-fertilization?

From wikipedia:

The corpus callosum is a structure of the mammalian brain in the longitudinal fissure that connects the left and right cerebral hemispheres. It is the largest white matter structure in the brain, consisting of 200-250 million contralateral axonal projections. It is a wide, flat bundle of axons beneath the cortex. Much of the inter-hemispheric communication in the brain is conducted across the corpus callosum.



Of much more substantial popular impact was a 1982 Science article claiming to be the first report of a reliable sex difference in human brain morphology, and arguing for relevance to cognitive gender differences.

Oh, really?  My interest is piqued.

Aside:  A well-known writing trick to fill out an essay is to quote yourself extensively.

So at that time I did a little light reading about the following report:

de Lacoste-Utamsing, C., Holloway, R. L. “Sexual dimorphism in the human corpus callosum.” Science, 216, 1431-1432, 1982.

It’s about difference in the size of the corpus callosum for men and women.  Women’s tend to be bigger.  Particularly the splenium, it seems.  The hypothalamus was involved, I discovered.  That fired a neuron and the next thing you know, I’m actually reading that paper I was supposed to read in 1995:  

Zhou, Hofman, Gooren and Swaab (1997) A sex difference in the human brain and its relation to transsexuality

Basically, it’s a very small-sized sample report of measurements of the central part of the bed nucleus of the stria terminalis (BSTc) part of the hypothalamus.  The report states that the size of the BSTc in the brains of deceased male-to-female transsexuals is roughly the same as that of non-transsexual women.  The BSTc in men (whether gay or straight, where they are roughly the same) is much larger.

There is debate about whether hormone usage can change the size of the BSTc, a question of cause and effect.

That’s where I signed off on the argument back in 1995.  In my mind we had pretty much been losing sight of our humanity.  I am more than a smudge on a cat scan of my hypothalamus.

I am a human being with free will.  I should have the choice of which hormone courses through my body.

If you think you believe in free choice, try this one on for size.

Unfortunately, I suppose that might make me a drug addict in the eyes of some.  The truth is that estrogen makes me feel better about myself.  It allows me to be more open.  And I can’t see why that is a bad thing.  

I’m sure there is continued debate about those findings.  Like here.  But I left that building to turn to the larger picture.  None of that is going to change public perception of transsexual people in general and transsexual women in particular.  Knowing the exact cause of why she is a transsexual woman is not going to protect her from being beaten by some guy she happens to have come to the attention of.  And it’s not going to convince her employer (or any possible other ones) that she should have a chance to show she can still perform her job.  And it’s not going to convince people that treating her as a pariah in the community at large (when she’s not being beaten or threatened, you know) is not a good moral position.

Those things take a PR campaign the likes of which I’ll never see in my life time.  Given my apparently strong ability to minimize my audience, I often have felt like the best I’ve been doing is like standing on the deck of a boat, blowing at the sail.

Next week is Out and Proud Week at Bloomfield College.  There will probably not be much participation, but we plan the festivities anyway.  Monday night there is a dinner.  So far we have confirmed that two of us will be there.  And Debbie’s pissed that she’s in charge of ordering food.  Tuesday has a film and discussion with the college’s chaplain, All God’s Children.  Wednesday bring a film showing in the film room of the library.

Both my Moms’ Names are Judy  

Coming Out Under Fire

We Are Dad

Flag Wars

Freedom to Marry

Georgie Girl

Straight Acting

I Can’t Believe I Married a Lesbian

Hedwig and the Angry Inch

Mind if I call You “Sir?”

Red Rain

I should probably drop by from time to time to facilitate a bit of discussion.  I tend not to do that as much as I should.

My personal effort is going to be something called (maybe) 6 minutes.  I’m going to highlight some youtube videos on a series of webpages.  We’ll try to get the URL to everyone, which usually results in people expressing their offense at being a recipient of something so nasty.  Or, you know, they could have spent the 6 minutes experiencing what is offered with an opened mind.

standing on the deck of a boat, blowing at the sail

And I suppose I may reserve Thursday’s slot for myself.  Sure, there’s an open mike at 8 pm and I’ll show up to read a poem or three.  And there will be a political discussion at noon about the candidates and GLBT issues, but the only real forums I have to my local community, this campus, will be to snatch a piece of this and write something for the Labor Room, an e-zine which I need to create by May 1.  So far I have 7 submissions.

Maybe I can get a few more people to stop referring to me with pronouns used for the people on testosterone and use the ones that refer to the people on estrogen.


Becalmed

Breathing

A few people

standing on the deck

of this boat

blowing at the sail

will not move it

Newton ensured that

We’ll always have that

equal

and opposite

reaction

Moving this boat

will require

the collective breath

of millions

who are not on it

–Robyn Elaine Serven

–April 4, 2008

What The Reverand Said

I know that a month ago Obama’s pastor said somethings that have the media just cannot move past.  They say how appalling it is that an American would say such negative things about their country.  They especially have a hard on for his statement that the US brought the attack on themselves.  Of course, that would be a no-no to the corporate media and they just cannot understand why he would say such a thing.

Please, these people are idiots!  we are observing the 40th anniversary of the death of Martin Luther King and his accomplishments.  as we should, there is not a more deserving person than he.  I know you want to know where this is going…

A year before his death the Rev. Martin Luther king, jr, made a speech on the war in Vietnam, in that speech he said “….that he felt he must speak out against the biggest purveyor of violence in the world…..my own government…”  (this a paraphrase}.  So my point is that even MLK made speeches about the policies of the US.  His words were different than those of Rev. Wright, but none the less the sentiment is the same.

So may I suggest unless the media wants to degrade an American hero, then let the speech go, on both of these men.  The country is trying to move pass the crap of the media, but there are some that want to keep beating a dead mule.  This is no longer newsworthy, it is no bordering on propaganda.

Four at Four

  1. According to the Washington Post the Basra Assault Exposed U.S. and Iraqi Limits. “When Iraqi Prime Minister Nouri al-Maliki launched an offensive in Basra last week, he consulted only his inner circle of advisers. There were no debates in parliament or among his political allies. Senior American officials were notified only a few days before the operation began… The offensive, which triggered clashes across southern Iraq and in Baghdad that left about 600 people dead, unveiled the weaknesses of Maliki’s U.S.-backed government and his brash style of leadership.” Personally, I do not believe Maliki thought up of the confrontation in Basra in a vacuum.

    “On many levels, the offensive strengthened the anti-American Shiite cleric Moqtada al-Sadr. The United States has spent more than $22 billion to build up Iraq’s security forces, but they were unable to quell the militias.” Not only where Iraq’s military no match to the militias, The New York Times reports “More than 1,000 Iraqi soldiers and policemen either refused to fight or simply abandoned their posts during the inconclusive assault against Shiite militias in Basra last week… Iraqi military officials said the group included dozens of officers, including at least two senior field commanders in the battle.” This is not their war and the Iraqis know this. They aren’t going to fight for Bush’s agenda.

    The WaPo story suggests the biggest winner in the Basra wasn’t Sadr, but “it was Iran that helped broker an end to the clashes, enhancing its image and illustrating its influence over Iraq’s political players.”

    This is what I think happened. The Bush administration pressured Maliki to confront fellow Shi’ite Sadr to either prove Iraq’s security forces were ‘up to their job’ or to provoke Iran in some way. Either success or defeat would fit the Bush administration’s political agenda. According to WaPo, an anonymous senior official in Iraq’s Defense Ministry claimed “as the fighting progressed… the militias received weapons from Iran, including mortars and other large weapons”. The Iranians deny these charges.

    While it is seemingly okay for British and American forces to back their surrogate in the fight, Iran is depicted as meddling in the factional fight. According to this official, the militias had between 12,000 and 15,000 fighters, about the the same number as Iraqi troops. But, “if the British and American forces were not there, the Mahdi Army would have gained a victory,” he said. Meanwhile, according to the Post, “Many Sunnis now view Iran as a greater enemy than the United States.” We are taking sides in a centuries old disagreement about Islam.

Four at Four continues below the fold with stories about Iraq’s Christian refugees, 81% of Americans disapprove of where we’re headed as a country, and a profile of the artist who made the iconic migrant crossing highway sign.

  1. The Los Angeles Times profiles An advocate for Iraq’s displaced Christians. “Robert DeKelaita, born and baptized Christian in Iraq and raised in the U.S., is a solidly built man who dwarfed his slender client, a frightened young Iraqi named Yousif Ibrahim. DeKelaita murmured assurances in a modern version of Aramaic, the language spoken by Jesus. Ibrahim, 23, a Christian, had been jailed as a ‘deportable/inadmissible alien’ since he walked across the U.S.-Mexico border at San Ysidro in May… Minutes later, DeKelaita described how Ibrahim’s father had been burned to death in his home by Muslim insurgents in Iraq in January 2007 — because he was a Christian working for the U.N, and because another son had served in the U.S. armed forces.”

    According to the most recent estimate of Iraqi refugees that I’ve seen, the conflicts in Iraq have displaced around 2.8 million people inside Iraq and “some 2 million Iraqis have also fled abroad, mostly to Syria and Jordan.” According to the LA Times story, only “2,631 Iraqis were admitted for resettlement in the U.S. last year” and “819 Iraqis have been admitted” so far this year. For a self-proclaimed Christian president of a so-called “Christian” nation, the compassion for Iraq’s Christian refugees by America doesn’t seem very Christian to me. Meanwhile, life in Iraq is not becoming more peaceful because of the McCain/Bush “surge”. The Guardian reports that Dozens were killed in Iraq as a suicide bomber strikes at funeral.

  2. 81% in poll say the nation is on the wrong track according to The New York Times and John McCain champions staying on the course Bush and Cheney set us on. “Americans are more dissatisfied with the country’s direction than at any time since the New York Times/CBS News poll began asking about the subject in the early 1990s, according to the latest poll… The margin of sampling error was plus or minus 3 percentage points.”

    McClatchy Newspapers adds “McCain’s economic views are a work in progress, but as he does on the war in Iraq, McCain identifies with President Bush’s market-oriented views on the economy.” McCain should share his McBush economic views with the 80,000 people who lost their jobs in March. As reported by the NY Times, “sharp downturns in the manufacturing and construction sectors led the decline, the biggest in five years.” The biggest since Hurricane Katrina. “In the last 50 years, whenever there has been an employment downturn like the one of the last few months, a recession has followed.”

    More and more Americans have come to recognize we’re on the wrong course, but McCain offers nothing but McSame. In fact the Washington Post notes McCain’s leading economic adviser is former senator Phil Gramm, who not only lead the deregulation efforts in the Senate in 1999 that “tore down the Depression-era Glass-Steagall wall separating regulated commercial banks from largely unregulated investment banks”. Ugh. McCain — wrong on Iraq, wrong on the economy, just wrong.

  3. The Los Angeles Times interviews John Hood, The artist behind the iconic ‘running immigrants’ image.

    On the fifth floor of Building Two of Caltrans’ San Diego compound, a bear of a man with a quiet voice sits in a cubicle…

    He is surrounded by blueprints of overpasses and trucking lanes. There are photos of his son, training seminar certificates, cups of Jell-O and bottles of Tabasco, the remnants of 27 years at the same job, 27 years of eating lunch at his desk, 27 years of unremarkable government bureaucracy — with one notable exception.

    “Here it is,” says John Hood, riffling through a portfolio. The drawing he pulls out was done as a prototype; it is crude and a bit frayed. But its characters, captured in silhouette, are instantly recognizable…

    It would become one of the most iconic and enduring images associated with the nation’s war over illegal immigration. And it would leave John Hood, now 59 years old and preparing to retire, conflicted and ambivalent about his strange legacy.

    “What does it mean,” he asked the other day, after sifting through his work, “to live a meaningful life?”

U.S. Government Culpability in Death of Martin Luther King